the best mistake

"come back"
i used to say that words since the day you've gone from my life.
"i miss you"
i used to say those words when all the flashbacks comes
but now, i don't even know what to say.
cause even i've wasted all of my tears on you, you will never come back.
i know because i cried.
and even if i beg you a thousand times you'll never come back.
i know because i tried.

do all those moments we've shared together is just a bullshit and all those sweet words you said is just a lie? cause baby, i trusted it all.
and even if this was the very last moment we'd see each other again.. i still have that feelings that's keeps me wishing on my 11:11 , my birthday candle wishlist or the wishing star.

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but as day by day pass by..
i always questioning myself .. 'why did you go? why did you leave me behind? where's all those promises we've made together? is it all my fault for letting you pass by? or i'm just too fool to believe you with those kind of bullshit?'

ahh.. it's just too complicated to say.
maybe.. just maybe if we could have another time, another place and another chance to start this all over again. it'd be so different..
but, do you want to know a secret?
even if on the first place we started all of this 'mistake' , and i know that it'd hurt me so much. i'd still do this anyway.
cause you are the best mistake i could ever have.
and you are the kind of mistake that i will never regret even just for a second.



---- and baby, if loving you was wrong, i don't wanna be right ----