Confused

I'm confused

Between telling the truth 

Or hiding it

I'm scared

To tell the truth

But I'm tired of getting hurt

I said I'm lonely and sometimes I got bored of waiting

And you seems like angry or mad

Like I always ask you to accompany me

I only asked you once

And you act like I always do that

Then I said it's okay

Then you mad and said I always fake the smile

There.. You know I fake this smile 

So why don't you try something to make the real one?

I never complained about how least you take care of me

I never complained of how busy you are of yourself than to make time for me

You promised me the world

But give me nothing

You tell me you loved me

But never prove me

Oh I see

Because you don't care about me at all, right ?

 But it's enough 

Cause now I'm confused

Don't know what to do

Cause I love you too much

But you hurt me so much