04.20 AM

It's 04.20 am. 

And here I am, can't sleep of this pain. Got sick in the middle of this full-of-exam-week. Sucks

Well, I'm listening to Clarity by Zedd

"If our love is tragedy why are you my remedy ? If our love's insanity why are you my clarity?"

Yeah. Makes me wonder about everything we've been trough. 

How we started talking. How we met. How you asked for my number, we started to know each other. We started it all as friendship, into something bigger and deeper. 

We fell, we fight, we argue, we cry and we laugh. We kissed and cuddle in the middle of the cinema.

Funny how fast it happened

It's been months since how that "story" happened. I chose you. And you never make me regret it. Not even once. 

"Everybody needs somebody to love and I Choose you" 

Yap! I chose you and I wish you never regret your choice when you said you want me.

Sometimes I feel like you don't really care but then I realize that you care about me more than anyone. You are my clingy-naughty-weird-cute-funny little boy I met, accidentally. Fate.. maybe. I was craving for someone's attention and you were having a relationship with you ex

When suddenly everything has changed. 

The minute when we both thinking the same thought ; "Hopeless"

"We found love in a hopeless place"

Maybe that's right, we don't know how one thing, one person and one moment. One place could bring us to another chance, another change, another story and another hope. How fate bring me to you.

How God works in a funny way.

You're weird. But I love you 

I love how we talked about nothing, every little thing, how silly we could be. How awkward and how we take care of each other. 

I hope we would lasts. Not for a year, 10 years or else

But forever. 

We would wipe each other's tears , take care of each other. Picking up every broken glasses and mess we make. 

I don't mind spending my whole life with you. 

And I know we could lasts. 

Oh one thing.. Pstt.. You are my first love and I know you're my last <3

I hope I could be your first love , well I know it doesn't matter. But I just wanna be your first. Idk why. Lol ;p

04.41 am. 

Just wanna say one more thing before I sleep; 

"Iloveyounospacenoenternoother"

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